31 May 2013

So we patched up. Velle we are! You will be the only guy i would ever marry because i know nobody can love me as much as you do (until and unless you want a live-in relationship) and I can't ever love anyone the way I love you and its all that matters. I love you so so much :*

30 May 2013

Break Up Time. I am not well. What to blog, we fought all day long. :/

29 May 2013

For the first time I had pain in my heart. How can i ever thank you enough for making me who i am today. :(

28 May 2013

Break up continued. I wanted another chance, apologized, you wanted to give yourself another chance. I have nothing left to say.

27 May 2013

We broke up again today and you know why? Cause you called me and was rude, i couldn't say anything after that, i wasn't picking up the phone. You assumed I am tired of you and you broke up. End of story.

26 May 2013

Fight Continued. You are the least supportive and understanding person especially when you should be doing the most. Thank you. I couldn't have ever felt better than today.
You called up, my phone was busy because i was talking to dad and you thought i wouldn't talk to you but others and obviously another fight. We are so amazing. :D
Sometimes all this makes me laugh, surely it makes me cry everyday. Never do you laugh on yourself? :P
Whatever!

25 May 2013

You needed a break and I broke up today. That's all . You want so much from me, you don't understand in fact you can never do that. I know this is not the end but its just going to get worse. We are so bad. I m telling you seriously, don't behave the way you do, when things will change someday, you will come back to me and tell me to get them back to normal and i won't be able to.

24 May 2013

Guess what we have new reasons to fight. My Yatra. You say you are my husbands and still you can't understand if I cant talk to you. I tried to call up so many times today but there wasn't any network and the other times your phone was unreachable. I don't know how in this world are you ever going to let me travel somewhere with network problem. Anyways i know these fights will continue. :( I don't know how do you manage to do the same thing again and apologize each time. This yatra is for a few days and even when i go at my nani's place for a single day, you get mad at me even then . :'( 

23 May 2013

Dead tired. Exhausted. Packing done. Left for Yuva Prerna Yatra today. Hope you will be fine if I am not able to talk to you that often when I'll go there. Thats all. Love you.

22 May 2013

Ah! It was a big day today. Everything went wrong. Since the beginning of the day, till the night. Purchased online Glow-in-dark t-shirt today against my mother's will and that too of the wrong size. Nothing can ever happen of me. :( Closed the day by watching dumb and dumber today, had to, it was the only way to get my mood to perfect and normal . Phew! Baybie you knew that it was my fault and you still suggested that i should hide the same from my mom, if i am wrong, let me know. I am not an angel, i cant always be right and i really need you to tell me if i am wrong. Don't I let you know that you are wrong?

21 May 2013

The day was ok.. nothing great happened. Yeah just that i really felt odd talking to Sakshi and Shipra and you behaved very weirdly knowing that. Something that i wasn't really expecting. Baybie, I know that Chakshu is your best friend, but if I feel uncomfortable .. and tell you the same.. can't you just understand that? :(
Anyways, i had oil free Chicken today. It was really nice . My dad is a genius! :p

20 May 2013

Hii Sunshine..
Yesterday was good.. The night before , you were there with me when i fell weak.. You have always been there for me like that. I just do realize everyday that even if i ask a million people to support me or help me out with any matter whether its something as small as passing a spoon or something as big as helping me out in the project, you will always be the one who would help me wholeheartedly. How can i ever love you enough? If i have you in my life.. i have everything i will ever want.
I love you. 

19 May 2013

Babes.. you are so sweet aren't u? You were actually coding for two hours a night before your final exams? When you told me this.. i kind of didn't know what to say.. scold you or hug you tight and tell you.."You are the sweetest piece of shit" :P ha ha ha.. i so love you.
You did tell me what bothered you today THANK YOU BAYBIE.. i felt so good and congratulations.. you got selected into UFP Summit.. we will together rock the world now. Mwah.. you are my angel!
I love you.

18 May 2013

Sweetheart.. you promised me today that you would try to be frank with me. I really want you to talk to me.. tell me about everything.. every time when you are happy or sad, about how your day was, i need you to ask me questions, i want you to talk to me about your friends, classmates, family members, everything and anythings; things that matter to you, things that don't.. I will listen to anything that you say.. i want you to be my friend first.. and most importantly.. i want you to tell me each time i hurt you.. know that i cant read your mind.. i am not even good at assuming and realizing things.. Just say it.. out loud.. whatever you want to say. I want us to be good, happy together.. i don't want you to keep things inside of you and get frustrated.. it would ruin everything.
Also, i told you i had pizza today and in reply you told me that you wanted to have one since a few days but you didn't because you don't enjoy doing anything without me. Baybie.. i dont want you to be this dependent upon me.. i want you to put your dreams and desires before mine.. I want you to enjoy your life.. I hope you understand that huns..

I love you.

17 May 2013

You couldn't even stay away from me for a single day. True that we fight so often.. I love the way we make up things after that. And the best part.. you are all the more romantic. Sorry I slept while talking to you at night.. Your voice was the last thing i heard before sleeping. I had an amazing day.. you were so sweet to me.
I love you.

16 May 2013

You really didn't talk to me after a fight we had yesterday. I know you wanted to though.. same here but we couldn't say that today. I still love you a lot. Knowing that you would not talk to me.. i missed you even more than i do usually. I hope you are fine baby. I miss you.. :(
I love you.

15 May 2013

It was't good to know that you think you being far away doesn't affect me at all. I love you. you know that and had it been in my hands.. i would have met you everyday.. there's no any greater thing that could ever happen to me other than looking at you everyday, listening to your voice, seeing you smile, hugging you and gently kissing you as a sign of assurance that i am madly and insanely in love with you. You know i fall short of words to express how i feel so after marriage if i hug you or kiss you each time you say something nice to me.. know that this is my way of expressing love and i am really happy deep inside. I love you so much baybie.. you are already  my husband and you know the best of all.. all i want you is to know that even if i don't say or remind you everyday.. i want to be with you forever.. close to you and nothing ever will change that.
I love you.

14 May 2013

Love you told me that you believed in me and asked me to do all the things that i love like designing dresses maybe.. or writing down something. I love you so much for saying that. I know even after i get married to you, you won't let my passion die ever. I love the way you encourage me.. Huns.. how did i find some one like you? True that we fight a lot but i know that you fight with only those people who are the closest to you.. I am glad i am :P :* I just want to thank you today for believing in me.. whether i make dresses or not.. or do whatever i love or not.. it doesn't matter much.. all that matters is I know.. you believe in me and i do the same. I am so proud to be with you.
I love you.

13 May 2013

We had an amazing conversation today:

Me: I love you Sahil Bahl
You: Oh really? How about me coming and kissing you then?
Me: Soft one or Hard one?
You: How about a long and intense one?
Me: I like soft kisses, not intense ones..
You: So long and soft kisses then..
Me: You can kiss softly? :P
You: Yeah i can.. wherever you wish and how so ever you wish..
Me: My lips are dry you know..its hot these days.
You: Yeah i do, thats why i plan to give you some relief by kissing your lips so that they are no more dry. Its too hot you see.
Me: Oh yes i do :*
You: Even your skin is dry.. i could even help you kissing that way as well ;)
Me: We will see after marriage once you get in the same bed as i am <3

I love you.

12 May 2012

Happy Mothers Day, yes i mean mom and not aunt. You called up on my land line, don't you dare do that again on Sundays and when dad is at home. We resolved our fight today, we had to as it is our fights don't last for more than a day but baybie i still think that ha i not fallen in love with you the very first day i saw you or had i not proposed to you, maybe you would have been with someone better today, much better than i am. Somebody who would really understand you and is able to read your mind. I don't know at times why i am not able to keep you happy.. i doubt my love everyday. See,s like whatever i do, the care .. whatever i make.. my love.. its just not enough. It hurts knowing that everyday since three years.
I love you.

11 May 2013

I almost had a perfect day today until we fought. I bought six pairs of footwears. Shopping makes me happy. The same feeling i get when i make a dress or maybe finish a piece of writing. We had a bad fight today and i talked of breaking up, you know i didn't mean it. I just couldn't handle things anymore. I don't want to prove my love all the time, believe me, its not a good feeling. Baybie, i know its hard for you to open up with me, and though i don't believe on swears, i still want to swear upon anybody, if you try to talk to me about what you feel bad, if you are missing me, or missing home or just feeling low, our fights will reduce to 98%. I just want us to be good. We talk about all the negative things when we are in out fight mode, our relationship is not stable..how can we talk about marriage?
No love you's for today. 

10 May 2013

Hii sweetheart, i wasn't able to talk to properly even today but thanks for being so understanding. By the way, i wanted you to tell me that you missed me so much but you didn't say anything like that. HUH! You didn't even tell me properly that you love me, not that i don't know it but i like it when you tell me that especially if we haven't talked for hours. I am glad you didn't get frustrated and banged the phone. I really want you to know that there are times when i can't talk to you as often as i do but that doesn't mean i dont think about you any less.
I love you.

9 May 2013

Sorry love, wasn't able to talk to you properly today. You know naa that Meghal mami and nani are at home, they have some work but i miss you. Love you so much, love the way you sounded today even though just for five minutes but you did sound really cute. I could have done anything to listen to you that ways.. you are my life. I am sorry i hurt you so much at times but you know i love you so much more. When i listen to you being happy and content, it feels like i have achieved something. Be that ways always.
I love you.  

8 May 2013

We completed 3 years being together.. its hard to believe.. it still seems like yesterday. Our love is so new everyday . I am sorry i fight a lot with.. almost on all little and stupid things.. but i love you even more. I threw a farewell party for my sister (Divya Di) today.. wish you could have been there. Everything seems so incomplete without you.

I love you.